Tuesday, March 16, 2010

The Mistake I Wasn't Supposed to Make

You lot were right about the whole friends-with-benefits thing. It isn't just happy naked times. Somewhere along the lines I developed feelings for this young man. This isn't what I bargained for! I don't know if I am just transferring the lust into a different part of my brain that feels actual emotion, but, yeah. I want him all to myself, or at least acknowledge that it's not just physical. Because we were friends at first. And now we're lovers (how cliche). And now I'm past kicking him out in the light of day but find myself wanting to hang on a little longer. He's weird. He says he wants one girl. We drop "what if we were together as a couple" hints all the time. I want to hide my feelings but somehow make him confess his. Needless to say, THIS SUCKS. Somebody hold me...

3 comments:

The Brooklyn Boy said...

Better to know one way or the other rather than ride it out til you get your ass kicked. You're too young and have too many options to waste time. Enjoy being awesome. There are other worthy boys, promise.

moresexchocolateandredlipstick said...

Aw honey *hug*. Relationships suck! I agree with Brooklyn Boy - it may be scary but it might be better to get it over and done with - then you'll know one way or another (and you might get the answer you want!)

Always here if you want a chat!

---Amy xxxx

Kimberly said...

The FWB thing can be so complicated, but it can also feel so good. When you really like someone enough to be their friend it is hard to keep the lines clear.