I cried today.
I cried because I'm tired. I cried because I'm hungry. I cried because I got into two "fights" with Sports Editor about not being able to do my job. I want to do my job well, so I cried because he thinks I can't. I cried because of course females cry when arguing with males in the workplace, right? I cried because females can't cry when arguing with males in the workplace. I cried because I have papers due. I cried because I'm not weak or incapable, I'm just busy. I cried because the only lady to ask me why I cried was the parking attendant. I cried because an old friend hugged me when he saw me cry. I cried because on my iPod, Lloyd cried that he wanted to "Treat U Good," and no one was there to treat me good. I cried because I was afraid of crying while driving on a dark freeway. I cried when I called my mother because she could tell that I was crying.
I cried today.
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9 comments:
aw....lucky....
hope you feel better soon.
I LOVE YOU! KISSES!
xoxoxo
vixen
now, whose ass do I have to come up to sports network and slap hot fire to?
& i'm with dbaby. i'm about ready to beat someone's ass for you, lucky.
xoxoxo
vixen
I feel u. I cried too. But tomorrow is a new day. I hope you feel better
Thanks err-body
Dbaby and VC: if y'all would have asked me that on-sight, I would have given names and addresses! But I'm glad I didn't...violence is not the answer...so I hear...
XOXO
if u say so
Stress always makes me cry. And then I cry more because the crying dips my self esteem because I am crying and goddammit, I should be able to handle everything.
By the next day, I am mostly recovered.
Good luck babe.
i love this.. open, honest and pure. i almost want to cry cuz i feel this way when i do, but can't even give this simple, wonderfully written explanation of why i cry, which in turn makes me cry harder =p ok long sentence LOL
Molly: It was like, "I'm mortified yet my eyes won't stop leaking" type stuff. But you're right, I totally felt better the next day.
Yummy: Aw, thanks! It's probably a very telling sign that I was formulating this blog post while I was crying.
Again, thanks SO MUCH for the kind words, everybody!
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